'Leah, Rachel and Jacob - A Biblical Love Triangle'

'I am done struggle for deal and trust. I dont trust whateverone anymore; non each the same my own sister. kind of of minding a regular regardtbeat, I just hear the sound of a broken embrace. I am mortal who knows exactly what its akin to bash someone so much and non to be come in return. This universe that I love was Jacob. My sister and I fought over him bid a toy, up to the point where it was getting insane.\n totally of this started with me cosmos born non looking as bewitching as my sister, Rachel. Nearly alwaysy man who meets her is right away pulled into her beauty and enchant; but I was just the separate sister - the under- comprehended.\nAll of a sudden, I was in a fog. My heavy veil was hiding the conjuring, anger, sorrow, and other emotions I couldnt eventide comprehend at that time. I should be happy. Im actually getting married. I hear my heartbeat again. Im certain that Jacobs passing to hear it overly. Im fractional afraid that hes di smissal to realize the deception and half hoping that he leave. Jacob gazes at me with such love in his eyes. I permit myself pretend that love is meant for me. I precious stone every result of our conjoin night, not able to take in myself that I may remove been worthy at some point. My wedding night is in all likelihood the only character reference of love I will ever receive! I mean Im not the most beautiful human being. Im not my sister.\nSometimes, if I had a wish to be granted by the Lord, it would be to suffer me beautiful and appreciated by any man who will love me for me. The neighboring day, the cruel fair of the morning reveals the deception. The love light in his eyes is blown out like a candle. I will transcend the rest of my breeding trying to re-light that flame. The succeeding(a) morning, after purpose out that all of it was meant for someone else, my heart slowly devolve apart. There was too much utilization going on to realize what reliable love is. The feature that my own get would do this to me. Does he even safekeeping about my wellbeing? I knew his blueprint was ... '